Another boring wall of text

Being bored sometimes means that I do something with my life and try to work out the kinks in myself. I mean its not like I'm perfect. I could be contradicting myself sometimes when I say I don't care bout what people say but I want to improve. I guess it is contradictory however its more like the meaning is deeper than the words are and sometimes words just can't explain what we mean. Probably lack of skill or vocabulary but I call it more like being unable to express yourself with words for words would fail to bring out what I'm trying to say. Cause I think if only words could define everything about me and what I think wouldn't that mean I'm a very very boring person?